aissshhh,,,

uiiihh,,,saia pnt oo pas dri cmping pngwas,,huhuhuxxxx,,,tp best,,hihihi,,,ummm,,,sumthing hppen,,saia daa crush??????haaa???? really???ummm,,,tkt,,,,hmmm,,cmna nee,,,,me like him dh,,coz,,,ntah laa,,rsa cm d buang 2 laa saia cmpai daa feelink cmne,,,yg tw nee cma kak edd n iraa jax,,,yg len x,,paa mw wt nee,,,cmna aq bley t'skaaa maa dya????dya da gf dh kaa arr,,umm,,xksh laa da tw x,,yg pntng lw da,,xmw kcw arr,,cuz aq fhm pa pmppwan 2 akn rsa,,huhu,,:'(,,let mee,,,allthough itz hurt,,,itz ok,,:)..umm,,hby aq?? xtw laapa cta dya wit pmpwan 2,,ntah mc tw x,,tpkn,,tyme cmping 2 laa,,,da 1 bdk fom1 2,,,bla aq tguk mka dya jax aq t'ingt meylin,,mka durank xsma,,tp ntah laa pa yg wtkn aq bley t'ingt maa dya bla tguk bdk 2,,tyme explorce laa,,dya ikt kn,,tp dya skit,,tyme dya kna suh m'rngkak kt dlm paritt,,dya ngs2x nee,,truzz aq cian tguk dya,,n aq pjuk2x dya,,,aq bg dya smgt,,then aq rsa cm mw ngs bla tguk dya ngs,,npa cm2 arr??aq snggp nee jga dya,,mw bpa jm jga 2,,tp aq ttp jga,,hmmm,,,ntah laa,,aq  pown xpsti npa aq cm2,,huhu,,tp,,,anywyz,,,,epyyy ooo ikt 2 cmping,,wlupown daa ckit kbiddaan,,njOy nee,,,hihihi,,,crush,,hmmm,,??? ntah laaa,,,blurrr =,='

afraidd???? of wut?? hmmm,,,see thiz,,,

hmm,,hby,,sory cuz cm lyn xlyn hby td,,,xda niat pown,,i mizz u soo much,,,dat y cyg gtu,,,hmm,,, cyg tkt lw rsa syg hby kt cyg krg n yg lbihnya pmpwan 2,,hmm,,hope x,,amin! hmm,,i love u soo much,,i mizz u oso,,plizz,,undrstand mee,,cyg mw jjmpa hby,,,:'(

t'sisih??

paa laa nsib aq,,,paa slh aq cmpai kna wt gne nee,,aq ngku,,smkin ary aq smkin snstive,,aq rsa tsisih,,hmm,,
aq xtw laa pa kcdahn dya nee,,,aq mw ngs pown air mta xda dh,,,aq xkna lyn,,,tp pmpwn 2,,,! i hate it,,! suckz!dya lnsng xcntct aq..! dya xtw ka aq miss sgt kt dya??! dya xtw 2??! yaa,,,aq tw laa dya xmiss aq pown,,tp,,,jgn la wt aq cm ne waa! aq daa psaan! aq bnci llki,,!mlt jax mnis,,! i hate!!:'(..bearr laa dya epy!! i cant take it anymore,,,

haiiiihhh!!blaaa laaa mw jmpa ne,,,,,

blaaa laa mw jmpa dya nee,,,,mggu dpn cmping dh,,,,blaa laa sya dpt jmpa dya neeee,,,,,,haaa!! slalunya kmy jmpa ctiap ary sbty,,nee kly ndaa,,,,,kcewaaa,,,,ummm,,tp xpalaaa,,cpaa laa jga aq nee,,,hmmm,,,aq tiap ary mkin snsitive suaa neee,,,aq psaan 2 pubhan aq,,,paa ley wt laa...k laaa,,,love my blog,,,n oso love him....

sUcks!!

skank jm dua udh,,aiyerr,,,lte pown sal update blog nee,,laptop laa 2 mslh 2l,,lte..! cm pa jax,,mozilla pown sma...sya lparrr tw!!!! aishhhh!! hmm,,,cool down bebeh!!,,hmm,,today,,hppy,,td dya sent aq blik umh nek mtor,,hihi,,vroom2x..!dya bwa lju2x,,tp,,xpa laa..dpt jga aq pluk dya kn,,hhehehe,,,tp mank best laa,,,XD..! umm,,,aq sua jnji mw ckp g2 maa dya,,tpkn,,sal jax aq jmpa dya,,msT xdpt truz mw ckp,,truz xda feeling mw ckp g2 ma dya,,npa 2 arr...??? hmm,,cOz aq still syg dya laa 2,,xda len.,,hmm,,tp xpa laa...,, dya pown mkin lyn aq udh,,xcm 2 ary,,dya da ckp yg dya sygg aq,,tp dya smai waa psaan dya wit 2 pmpwan,,aq xlaa bnci maa 2 pmpwn,,aq xjlez pown,,ckit jax laa,,n a lttle bit sad,,:(..coz tfkir,,cmna lw dya tkwin wit pmpwan 2,,aq cmna??!!

haaa!! saia tiaa mw..! aq mw dya,,aq mw dya jd aq pnya,,sOOOOorank!xmw kngsi,,skank yalaa,,tp nt,,bla udh kwin,,hbyy,,,cyg xmw arr,,tp if hby mw jga,,,release me k,,i love u sooo much by,,hmm,,td kmy gyut2x g,,best laa,,,xcm ary 2,,dya cm mra2x,,at least aq udh luah paa yg aq pndm dri dya,,dya pown fhm n taa maaf ma aq coz wt aq gne,,actly,,bkn sh dya pown,,psaan 2 dtg cndri,,tp mslhnyaa,,,dya smai 2 psaan dya wit pmpwan 2,,hmm,,xtw laa,,sya xtw laaaa pa jd nt,,xdpt mw fkir if still cm ne,,huhu,,most of all,,i luv him,,,

sya mw p mumum dlu,,then p tdoo,,sok mw p skola,,t g update blog nee,,daaa...

why???????

hby,,,npa hby skank b'ubh dh?? :'(....kdg2x cyg tfkir,,hby still sygg cyg kaaa...,tfkir,,hby bsan dh ma cyg??
krg dh rsa sygg hby 2? hmm...wanna cry...:'(...we need too talk laa by....we hve too talk,,,cyg xthn dh gne,,,
cyg sygg hby,,,cyg tsksa lw kta gne truz,,,ummm,,myB sal dat gurl kn hby? since 2 hby cm len dh,,b'ubh,,,
hmm,,,we hve too talk,,n cyg akn bkrban paaa jax by,,,even cyg yg rsa skit dya,,,bear laaa...
myB cyg ptt undur drii,,,i hve too,,dmi hby,,,cpya hby epy,,,itz wookey,,,:'(...i will,,,t cyg ckp gne k....
:'(...hope u hppy wit my dstion,,,most off all,,, i luv u..^_^ :"(...

my iMmoRtal..:'(

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

suCkz..!! really hate it.....!

i hate dat gurl,,,hby,,,sory,,,cyg tpksa ckp yg ckp bnci ma pmpwan 2...! i dunno,,,diz felling dtg cndri,,,

dya cm rmps bhy dri cyg,,,dya ckp dya xmw c rsk hbngan kta,,but dya cndri smai psaan dya wit hby,,n hby pown gtu...! i hate dat!im sory,,,but datz da truth...cyg xska ngn pngglan mnja kmu,,,! itz suCk,,,i really hate it...

haaaaaa!!!!! hate u alllll!!!!!!! :'(

mngapa harus aq????

tonight,,,aq sorang2x jax,,,alone,,,dya p mna????? aq bkn xtrust dya,,tp bla dh kna wt gne kn,,lw dya xcntct aq,,len aq fkirr..hmmmm...by,,,sory,,,,cyg xdpt bhgiakn hby..:'(...i luv u soo much...cyg mw undur dri,,td dh fkir,,,tp bla hby ckp lmbut2x kt cyg td,,mw fkirr 2x kly truz...o dunno laa by,,,udh laa kna tduh,,then hby pown cm mw mra cyg lw bnda yg kwn hby ckp 2 btol...,,myB dya mw hby cpl wit adk dya,,,:'(....
hby,,plzz dont do dis too me,,,hby jrg cntct cyg dh kn??? ngn dya?? da myB kn??? cyg xtw mw wt pa,,plzz,,
1ary cyg tggu hby td,,tp,,xda,,da pown jap2x jax,,,tp dya??? hby wt g2 jga?:'(...release me! i cant do it anymore,,,bkn cyg xsyg hby,,,cyg syg sgt2x,,lw x,,npa cyg rlakn hby wit dya??? plzz,,,cyg xkuat,, i know brat wt hby lw cyg xsuh cntct wit dya g,,,2laa cyg xsuh....haa!!! ya Allah,,,bri aq ptnjuk......tolonk,,,kuatkn laa smgtqu,,ttpkn imanqu...brilaa aq ptnjuk,,jka dya utkqu,,dktkn dya dya kpdqu,,dn plihra laa hbngan ini,,ttpi jka dya bkn utkqu,,jauhkn laa dya driqu dn tbhkn laa atyqu utk mnrima sgla ktntuanmu,,:'(,,aq bntu... itz hard 4 mee...:'(..aq tw da hkmah d blik sumaa ne,,,aq hnya mmpu sbr,,,:'(

apa slh saia....:'(

paa slh aq cmpai kna tduh g2....aq jaat sgt kaaa????npa aq kna wt gne...haaa!!!! saia tia tw paa mw wt neee....
paa ptt aq wt???? thinking.....saia xtw dpt thn ka tidaa....tp td bla dya cll,,sora dya lmbut sgt,,tpksa mw fkir 2x smada mw wt kptsan gtu ka x....sya mc syg dya,,butttt,,,

mnaa dyaaaa???

ummm...hbyyy,,,where R u.....worry nee if smthing hppen wit dya....coz dya ckp,,2night daa gduh...

naaaa,,,cnaa laa kta tia bngam 2....adehhh....hope dya xpa2x laa.....waiting 4 he's call...waaa! lmee nyee..

umm...kmy actly b'bek udh..hihi...luv him very2x much...,,dya daa sory cmlm,,n dya blank dya missshh maa saia..hihi...skaaaa...^_^...td kmy da jmpaa,,,tp jap jax laa,,,tiaa palaaa...salkn dpt tguk mka dya pown xpaa,,bsykurr dh,,huhu.,,misshh him soo much kn,,huhu,,sok jmpaa lg!! yaeyyyyy!!!!! cant wait untill sok..hohoho....most of all,,i luv im^_^....

hmmm....

aq jmpaa sua fb gurl 2...huhu,,,umm,,,a lttle bit jlez laaa,,,tp paa ley wt laa kn...hmm,, sia rsa kn,,lbh bek sia truz trg jax wit my hby,,,sia bkn mw jlez,,tp,,tia t la,,,smnjx 2,,aq rsa kna pggir dri hby cndri...:(..like cmlm,,,aq tggu dya cll a pas dya cll dat gurl,,but,,,guess wat?? xda,,, tp aq tggu jga,,,tp ttp xda,,,xpa laaa,,,but,,dya xda bg sory pown ngn aq.,,, soo sadd...:'(...xda ckp pown sal hal 2 td,,,npa dya b'ubh?? krg dh ka psaan dya kt aq??:"(...btool aq rsa cm kna pggir,,,if can,,bek a undurr,,,bek aq mti kaa pa ka,,,coz dya pown cm xpduli jga ma aq... dya ska wt aq g2...:"( ,,,why mee??? aq skank lbh rndh dri dri dlu...bru aq tw,,2pmpwan lg beauty dri aq,,aq paa laa jgaaa....but,,1 jax aim aq skank.,, aq mw c krg psaan aq maa dya,, aq xmw tlmpau syg maa dya,,,coz aq xmw hurt,,, itz hurt..!! :'(,,truth,,aq mc ngs until now,,,tp dlm aty jax laa...heheh...tp td laa,,kt skolaa,,buly2x aq ngs,,,tba2x nee,, kwn2 aq pown plik tguk aq,,durank ingt aq ktwa,,tp actly ngs...hehe,,truz c afna ltk kpla aq kt bhu dya,,tmbh g wt aq ngs nee,,,hhuhu,,hmmm....rsaa lega laa plaa pas luah nee,,,gud 4 mee laa... most of all,, im still ,loving him...^_^..:'(

me is stRong..!! :),,must strong eventhough itz hurt,,,but,,im happy!

aq rsa pa aq wt nee btol...hope,,im hppy when he,,da one i luv hppy,,,even though it a lttle bit hurtz,,itz wookey,,juz a lttle bit,,not huge,,,huhu..:),,,hope he'll hppy wit her,,but i stilove u k,,:)?? dunt worry,,ijuz want too see u hppy,,,xpa arr hby,,,huhu,,,
juz jgn jax hby tkwin maa dya arr?? (jaat nee-heheeh) i juz afraid if hby udh tlmpau syg wit dya,,bkn xbley,,buttt,,,hmm,,,i love u,,,n i dunno why,,,xmw bmdu waa nt tyme kwin,, bek waa aq nee kn?? huhu,,,xpaa ar,,aq mw bkrban,,tiaa paa laa 2,,sal kn dya epy,,, sbrr jax arr sank bebep,, daa hkmah d cblik suma nee insyaallah....:),,cant wait till my cat get bigger,,,dpt luahh kt dya,,heheh,,,n oso cant wait until 2mowrowww,,,waanna buy a fish,,daa guppy fish..wanna buy 2,,huhu,,1pink n 1purpple,,hope daa laa,,, cant waiittttt,,!! hohoho,,mw bg nmaa pa arrr??? heheh,,,fkr nt laaa,,,luv im^^

:'(

today ktaorg lum wookey lg...soo sad..:'(..feel like wanna cry again n again,,,why?? paa slh aq?? pa aq dh wt kt dya?? yaa,,aq tw paa aq dh wt,,,xkn sal 2 dya xmw mafkn aq...,,kck jax pown,,npaaa??!! paa yg wtkn dya xmw mafkn aq,,?? dya xmw cntct aq??? since kmrin,,,plzzz,,:"(...help meee,,,aq cyg sgt kt dyaa,,,,aq xthn gnee,,,,xda smgt nee,,,haaaaa!!!!!!!!hby,,,plzz,,,,hby xsyg cyg lg kaaa??? crying mood,,,:'(

mw mkn??!!!!!!!!

haaaaa!! today,,i feel like want too eat chezzy wedges,,coslow,,n kue pisng cicah lada..!! want it soo much,,,cm trasa mw mum 2 waa,,,,dri kmrin g,,,tp xkcmpaian,,,huhu..:'(...paa ley wt laaa.....tp,,i want it soo much!!