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sya BERKORBAN utk org yg sya syg..n cmpai skank sya xda cmpan rsa bnci dgn dya..sya lpskn dya utk kjar k'bhagiaan dya yg sbnr..dya bhagia while sya mngis..HAHA..mngis bkn sbb apaa okehh..sya ngis cuz sya ikt hppy utk dya..ngis cuz sya xbdaya utk wt dya hppy cm org len..hmm..well, lbih 3bulan dh..still cant erase all from my mind..stuck ! im stuck ! HAHA.. ENCIK CAPITAL 'N'..izinkan akuhh mncintaaimuu dari jauhh..:D..cuz ituh jax yg mmpu sya bwt..org blg sya BODO cuz xm'prtahankn..tp bg sya, serah jax ma TAKDIR..if kmy mank suda d TAKDIR kn sbgai JODOH, stu ary nt,apa pown hlgan,kmy ttp akn d temukan blik..n p'pisahan ini juz 1 ujian utk mmbktikn how love i'am to him..cmna SETIA aku dgn dya..tp if mank xda JODOH d antara kmy, msti ada hikmah d sbalik suma 2..bohong if sya ckpp sya xrnduu dya..xsyg dya..aihh..SYA SGT SYG DYA N SYA RNDU DYA SGT2..tp apa bole wt..juz leave all to HIM..HE knows all dat we dont...:)..keep praying to HIM..ask for help..mnta diTENANGkn aty..dijauhkn dri psaan yg xspatutnya..and alhamdulillah..i've made it..sya TENANG lwpown jauh dlm aty, SYA MC SYG DYA N MERONTA2 XMW KHILANGAN DYA..tp sya redha..:)..sya serah dgn DYA..

at LAST !!

wahh ! akhirnyaa...presentation MUET siappp ! yeayy..! nmunn..patah tumbuh, hilang bgntiii..MUET jalan, SEJARAH dtg...=='..aihh..LEMAAHHH..!
tajuk kna bg, WORLD WAR 2..(sound interesting !) hmmpp ! restless ouh..xpa la beyypp..susah2 sikalang,kmudian2 senang laa..hihik..
okehh~ apa story ne mlm..mri la cita sal mknan..(tajuk febret okehh..:D) SAYA SUKA MAKAN..hehe..org ckp sya kcik,,xkuat mkn..but, actly..sya kuat sgt mkn,,cma bdn ne jax xmw bsr2..HAHA..still jgak kurus..=='..sya xmw baa..sya mw gumuk2 ckit..soo, tawn ne sya nekad mw mkn byk2 yg lgi byk dri yg biasa..biar la gumuk truz,,sya xpduli..npa la xda llki mw..ADA AKU KESAH ..?:D..ckp sal mkn,,hmmp..apa akuhh ska mkn ekk..? sumaa pown sya sukaa ouh..yg pnting SEDAP n HALAL...:)..bab mkn pndaii..tp msuk bab MEMBUAT nya tuhh, cmpai tawn dpn pown xtw..HAHA..kidding loohh.. sya pndai msk okehh..jgn pndng sebelah mataa...main taburr jax suma bahan d kuali,tp ttp SEDAP..>,<..
so, sya decide mw msk MASTERCHEF ne 2tawn akn dtg..HAHA..abiz study..mw try2 msuk..mna tw dpt..btuuahh jga kn dpt msk TV..hihi..then,bukak restoran 5star gtuu..WALAWEH ! jauh angan2 nampakk...:)..tp, syus..sya mw msuk 2 MASTERCHEF..n trip mcm chef professional..:D..then survive cmpai pringkat akhir..HEHE

cinta dari JAUH..

hihik..sya ada CRUSH..dya bks kwn tadikaa sya.. sya suka sgt dgn dya..cmpai sya jdik obses dgn dya..sya tw tarikh lahir dya..sya tw d mna dya tggl..sya tw apa yg dya ska,apa yg dya xska..suma sya tw..n most yg sya ska..hari dya lahir is sma dgn hari sya lahir(tarikh xsma)..n stiap "HARI" yg dya smbut buffday dya,sma dgn "HARI " sya smbut buffday sya..(cmna mw explainn..hurmm..trikh lahir dya 09.07.1994(bukan tarikh sbnr) ary rbu..trikh lahir sya 06.08.1994(bukan tarikh sbnr) POWN ary rbu..bla kmy smbt buffday,,HARI kmy ttp sma..cek laa cmpai tawn 2020..ary kmy AKAN ttp sma..hhe...PERSAMAAN kn..hmm..tapii,,CRUSH jax kn..hhu..sya hnya dpt tgk dya dri jauh..sya juz dpt ska,syg n cinta dya dri jauh...juz dpt doakn dya,sokong dya dri jauh..hhukk..but,xpa laa..tu PNGORBANAN sya..hurm..klwpown sya xdpt dgr sora dya utk 1 ary, tp sya dpt tgk dya dri jauh,nmpk dya dri jauh..cukup suda tuu utk wat aty sya tenang..hurm..cinta itu GYLA...lots of love..me..HACKS..ENCIK CAPITAL 'N'..

DREAM..i'm sorry i love you...

wahh ! title tuuuu..bkin takuut tuu taw ! haha..well..bkn salu bwt kta2 emas cm gtuhh.. hikhik..hurmm..wut bhind my title tuhh..wuts the meaning by dats....impian sya..tyme mc cple2 dlu, isss,,sya mw dya jdik imam sya tyme solat(same-same)..huhuk..sya ska dgr dya bca ayt2,,doa2 pas solat(dlu2 dya pnh cll sy pas slat..cuz sya suruhhh..juz mw dgr dya bca..)..sya tenang sgt ouh tyme 2..trus impian sya,sya mw dgr dpn2..buttt...hurm..huhu..xtw la..mank xda jdoh suda kaly..n 1 lg impian sya,sya mw jdik CINTA TERAKHIR dya..hurm.."DYA" yg sya mksdkn is, my first love..sya syg sgt dgn dya..:'(..dats y sya SANGGUP utk bwt suma 2..sya xmw kejam dgn dya..sya xmw bear dya KORBANKAN CINTA TERAKHIR dya, utk CINTA PERTAMA sya..kdg kn..cuz tlalu SAYANG ne,,SAKIT tuhh is juz KECIL utk di rsakn.. itu la yg d nma kn PENGORBANAN..sya tw dya mronta2 mw lps dri suma tuhh lwpown dya xmw ngaku..i juz dunt understand y people melabel sya SAMA MCM PEREMPUAN LAIN..well..i did'nt..if dats true,myB tyme ne sya suda having a party wit another guy KN,KN,KN..if only they knew..but, dats okeh..ituh la bkti sya SAYANG dya sgt2..sya xrela dya sakit..n IF only i can give my HEART juz to prove them dat i love him..i will..only me and HIM knows wat, how much i love dat person..B hppy dear..i'll pray 4 u..:')..until my last breath, i'll love you..im sorry..

me SABAHAN ! do take note.. HAHA..:D

brapa lma suda sya dgn belog ne arr..? ooyaa..setat sya wif him pulaa...hmp !
1st tyme dgn belog ne, sya xtw apa2..ONESTLY..sya rsa cm sya ne KUNO..xtw apa2..jahil dlm blogging2 ne..HAHA..tp lama2,okehh pla..mkin mw PANDAI dlm blogging2..n now, sya lg suka blogging drpd fbyingg..AHAH...d blog, sya bole ckp jax sukhaa sukhha aty sya..mcm diary sya la KONON...siap ada lgu2 lg,,2 beshh dya..n i proud to tell u dat im SABAHAN..:D..
apa yg ada d SABAH..? wahh..byk lohh..cua kmu try explore la bumi SABAH ini..then,u'll see the beautiful of sabah..LAND BELOW THE WIND.. slh stuunya,, sya cdgkn la kn, RANAU.. KINABALU PARK..cuaca dya sgt sgrr..sma la mcm CAMERON jga..tp CAMERON lgi sjuk i think..but,,cm SAMA jax..NVMlaa..haha...hmm..lw pgi HONEYMOON kt cna tuhh,,confirm beshh..sangat2..pastuu,try2 laa climb tuhh mount KINABALU..the highest mount in ASIA..bina tuhh MOTIVASI dri..sya ne,plan mw climb jga ne stuu ary nt..mw cri pngalaman..HEHE...marii la together gether kta climb tuuh mount KINABALU..nakk kerhh..? hihi..
hmm..dat oll laa for tonight,,OMEWORK lum ciap,tp ada aty mw wt entry b'jela2..HAHA.. soo,in conclusion, i love blogging  im SABAHAN..:)..

hmmppp..!

arhh?? apa yg sya mngarut2 d fb tuhh..? HAHA..xda baa tuh..ituuu..apaa neyhh..urmm..LALALA...hehe..umm, gne,,sya kc set ada 1 special number ne (d cntct),if dya cll sya, akn terrpasang la lagu ungu ft rossa tercipta untukku..jdikk,,td while sya bca novel(sempatt lgi !)..ttba ada xmx msk d hp..sya xda kdt mw bls,soo i juz gve im 'plz cll me back'..dgn hrpan sya dpt dgr tuhh laguu laa..tp, sekewaanya sya..XDA APA2 SELEPAS ITU...tuhh la..mcm bgi hrpan baa kn..huhu...aihh ! nataw laa..

presentation MUET sya..

urmm..gud morning to our beloved madam audrey and ooll of u.. today i would like to present my task or research about the title i've choose..INFANTICIDE..
INFANTICIDE can b define by killing a newborn babies on purpose.. they were killed by they own mummy or daddy.. baby gurl infanticide is more common then the boys due to sex selective.. for example, in a family,they dont want a baby gurl bcuz...ISHHH ! nataw sudaa... bodonya bhasa OMputiihh akuu ne...yaihh.. smoga laa aq bntang tuu muett mggu dpn..cuz smmgnya sya blum bersediaaa..HEHE...dlm teks bole pla bckp,,nt d dpn..tgukk arr..adaa ne t'gagap2 tyme ckp OMputih..bla suda kna tnya 2, mlopong la tuhh cuz xtw apa yg jwppp...bahh beyypp...be prepare laa ! >,<

they can talk while sleeping ??

huh..? duhh...they funny u know...harharhar..:p.. dlm fmily sya ada 6 org yg talking2 while they R sleep..soo lutcuu laa lw dgr..kdg, lw sya jahat, sya bwa bcritaa tuhh.. lw lutculg ada yg cmpai mnari2..tuuuh la pling terukk..aiyoo..but mhiburkan hatii laa... cmna bole jdik gtuu ekk? myB durank soo excited while dreaming baa kn cmpai tbwa2...wakwakwak... they R only 6 of them kcuuuali sya okeh...sya tdr besa jax..teda msa mw mngiggau2 neyh..ahaha..bkin maluu jax..but quite funny la..HAHA.. actly,, y sya cita psl ne,,cuz td while sya ironing uniform sya, ttba my adix ckp sndiri2..then sya toleh blkng,ingtkn dya blum tdoQ.. rupa2nya, dya talking while sleep..HAHA..xtw apa yg dya ckp...pstuu my ank buah d sblh dya lg smbng..cm durank ne bcritaa la gtuuu...pelik sya=='..mmpi durank terrconnect ! BAHAHA..

teka teki..

tek teki teka tekuu,, lw kmu pndaii,, apa yg sdg d buat ole sya skank ne?? =='

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=='..ada kah saya mc waras...

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DAISYPATH(d belog sya) yg stupid dupid..those scrolling pitcha pown sma..

dunna how to  shut those things up ! really hate when to see the dupid stupid thing..actly,,bkn stupid sgt laa..not those 2thing 2,,sya yg dupid stupid cuz,bla tgk bnda 2, truz cm mindflash..sumaaa rewind blik ouh..2years blablabla..2years tuu?? ouh..sya stiaa baa..sya xpndng llki len pown..tp ole krna ada mslh teknikal..xdpt la d truskn..HAHA..mskipown SAKIT bla d ingt blik cmna n pnca sgala tuu, tp sya ttp kuatkn aty..tabahkn jiwa..rawatkn minda*uissehh..=='* yaalaa..lw xbwt gtuu,,ada yg gyla nt..CINTA MATI sya baa pula 2..aihhuu..xtw la cmna mw ckp..smua dgn dya,adalahh 1st tyme sya baa..his the 1st dlm sgla2nya..itu la stupid things dya..sya jugaa kn,,tlmpau syg..tp mw bwt cmna,,nt klw ktee ne yg pmpwan ne dok psg laki rmai2,,kank d ckpnya pulakk kte ne playgurl la,,xstia la..pmpwan sumenye same laa..tp,bilaa sudaa SETIA..hmm..xtw mw ckp apa laa..sya xckp dya xstia okeh..dya stia sgt, tp tuu la..sbb sya tlmpau stia 2 kaly bwt dya cm LALI i think..hhu..well..love story lets make it history..tp sya ttpkn dlm aty yg sya xmw cri lg..HAAHH ! sya tkt mw bcinta lg..lwpown ada k'inginan..tp rsa tkt 2 lg kuat la..n TO B ONEST,dya mc lg d tmpat yg he use to b..mc lg d tmpt ptma dlm folder aty ini..aty sya BEKU sebeku-bekunya suda mw syg org..tp mw sukaa,,HAHA..byk tmpt lg mc ne..
syukur jga la, cuz dlm ksmpatan inii,,sya bole lbih fkus dlm study..KN,KN,KN..:D..hee..
*pmpwan ne men post2 jax sukasuka aty xsdr dri yg kja dya lg byk dri post2 ne..* HAHA..gonna shut laa..lw x,,tdur jm2 la jwpnya..chill ! nite..

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me ALONE n keep waiting..harharhar..stupid me ! ayayayaaiii...okeh..lets talk..this gurl(me) is still bngokbngok..yaiihh..! i hate looohh..ishh..apa ne..okehh..gne,,=='..saya mc syg itu person..encik teddy hby..:'(..feel like crying..stupid damn feelink..ouh! i hate.. sya mncariiii...sya rnduu...sya bnci...mw bwt kja pown xdpt..interrupt ne..loading(brain) pown pndai fail..ya Allah..wat shud i do..ish ! xbole jd ne..bkn jga xmw mlpskn,tp..masalahnya..argghh! TEDA la..bnci sya..now get LOST ! sya mw taecyeon sija.. d skola adaa..apa ssh,,usha arr..HAHA..smngat mw pg skolaaa...tmbh sya rpt sma dya,tmbah sukka..jd..solution kpd mslh sya sknk kira mw settle laa..sukka jax ma taecyeon skola tuu..xpaya fkir bnda yg xpsti lg KN..KN..KN....*ada ka aku kna suru pinang llaki..bole..xda mslh,,tp pstikn anda bukan LAKI org...:)..~cool bebeh~
HAHA..xtw baa ne mw bwt apa bla TIDAK d pduliikn oleh c kambing(bukan nama sbnr) ne...finefine..! up too u..bye ! :D keep smiling bebepp...

will work for it ! haiyahh !

wahhh..! smlm spain lwn france...spain menang !!  xabi alonsoo ! i lebiuu..:)..hikhik..hmm..krja byk sgt loo..aottekeeh ! wat shud i do..niat mw brubah,but still the old one la bebb ! how come..ne la..klw suda on laman sesawang ne, niat yg keras jdik leburr..yaii..sejarah, muett, pp...arrrgghh ! bla mw brubah ne...=='..muet laa..infanticide..10slide..1 hapaa pown xbwt lg...arrgghh!! stress..gonna shut this things up before im goin mad..! bye..:)..

the truth cannot b told..

hmm..?? the truth is,,sya mw sgt xmx dya..hhe..mw ckp rndu ma dya..2 the truth dya..but sya xmw bgtw lohh..malasss...aiishh..hhe...jokeeejoke..! hha..the truth is,, sya blum wt kja powerpoint yg mdm sya bg tuu ary..=='..mlsss nya mw wt..aiihh..byk lg kja yg len..listknn!! pengajian perniagaan, sejarah, muet, bm...==''..kpala pown mulaa suda sakitt...hmmpp

post last my sya lupa mw post..hha..

hmm..boys..? bukan xmw..tp xdpt...bkn xdpt..tp xmw...aihh..xtw laa..hhe..juz 1 word laa.. "BEKU"..wahh..thanks to him..:)..at least sya dpt sdr n rsa 'terikat' lw da niat mw cple lg... klw bolee,, sya mw elakk dri llki yg mw bwa sya cple,mw suru sya jd gf durank..sya xmw da llki bwa or lamar2 sya jd gf durank..mw syg org pown kn, cm xda daya sudaa ouhh..hha...yahh!! sya akn gunaakan pluang inii utk majukan dri sya dlm pljaraann...BOYs not allowed laa gtuu...but BOOKs..? most welcome laa..hhi..sya mw blajar jax ne...xmw ada BOYs lg dlm hdupp.. n psaan sya kt dya,,ngakuu laa..mank mc adaaa...hhu..soo,,aq akn cmpan jax tuu psaan dlm folder dmi folder dlm atyy sya..hhe..:)

strong enough..insyallah..

hee..sya mcm bnci suda itu fb..bkn fb sya la..bkn jga fb org len..xtw laa..tkt mw buka fb cuz tkt mw hurt..hhuk...hmm..oookeh..mw ckp psl apaa arr... lower six ~!!! hhi..sya sknk dkt lower six..6bawah ekonomi gtuu...ekonomi laa sgtt,, apaa sya dpt tuhh..?? pengajian perniagaan..??.. wahh ! at the first tyme cgu bgtw aliran2 suma pljar ksygan dya,, sya sgt tidaaa sukaaa laa dgr namaa sya kena sebutt  " Nadhirah Fadhilah...pengajian perniagaan dan sejarahhh".. yaihhh...P.P..? bkn kahh itu spupu spapat accountingg..??? haruss laa twuu,, sya xsuka accountingg lohhh..hhu...namunn,,apa bole wt laa..tpksa jga ambk ituu sbjk...insyallah bole..*pray 4 m3! ^^* sejarahh..? hmmm...musuh sya pulaa tuuhh sjak dri form1 lgihh...aiiii...but,,i try my beshh laa...xmw repeat2 penggal 1 neeyhh...buang duitt jax...malasshh deyhh... hmm,, 6bawah ekonomi/6bawah 2...okehh laa..sknk tgh ssuaikn dri dlm pskitarann dya..mna lg byk kwn2 bruu..but okehh jga durank..:)..at least pngai lama sya dtg blik,, bisiingg dlm kls..hha..
aii..aaaapaa lg mw ckp arr..bykkkk!! tp mlm smkin tuaa ouh..bsukk lg skolaa...hhu..mw bgn awl lgg..hhu..okehh deyhh..sya mw tdurr dluu(kununnnn..==') bsuk mw skolaa...aiikk,,trasa lapar pula iniii prut tw..hhe..mw chow dluu...yayaii...:)..yuyuuu..

tangisan dlm ketawa..):)

xda cpa yg fhm aku sknk..hhu..then xpa..sookeh.. still,, cant stop crying.. i was like,, whoooaaahh ! hilang bgtu jax..:(.. sy syg dya sgt2.. sy bwt gtu cuz sy syg dya but they blamed me ! myb durank ingt sy bwt bgtu cuz sy xhrgai dya..lngsung,, sy xpnh tfkir pown utk tidakkk m'hrgai dya..sy sgt hrgai dyaa..cmpai, dya 'lontar sy guna batuu, sy ttp lontar dya guna bungaa'...kngan tuu pahit bg sya,, tp suma tu bg sya tlalu indah utk d lupakan.. xda stu pown yg fhm..xpnh tlintas d fkiran sya mw kc main2 psaan dya..! 1st tyme sy love org, 1st tyme sy say 'i love u' dgn llaki..1st dlm sgala2nya..wahh! post bnda bgni bwt sy sebaakkk ouh..damn it ! demi Allah..sy syg dya..with all my heart.. if kmu d tmpt sy..bru kmu fhm, bru kmu tw, bru kmu rsa cm, patut kaa aku kna ckp bgtuu? suma 2 tpulang kmu la.. akuu yg merasa...akuu yg kna..bkn kamu..kmu bole ckp apaa yg kmu mw..without knowing the truth..im sure someday, HE will show u everything dat u dont know.. sy tida mw aib2kn..sya juz mw ckp sya syg dya, n sya hppy, sdih, kcewa cuz sya kna slhkn..then post2 about something yg akan buat sya ngiss tyme 2 jga.. sya mnusia biasa ja..sya ada psaan jga..xpyh la mw bwt bgtu..haruss ka sya bg snarai bnda2 yg wt sya jd bgtu,,klw sya bg snarai,, will u akn ckp sya m'aibkn org..? kdg sy tida tw mw wt apa..ddk2 jax kjap..ada airmata yg kuar tuu...kmu xtw..hurt sgt bnda tu..sy try mw jd kuat..aty aku beku sknk ne..aku cmpai xbole mw trima org lain..:(..