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xda cpa yg fhm aku sknk..hhu..then xpa..sookeh.. still,, cant stop crying.. i was like,, whoooaaahh ! hilang bgtu jax..:(.. sy syg dya sgt2.. sy bwt gtu cuz sy syg dya but they blamed me ! myb durank ingt sy bwt bgtu cuz sy xhrgai dya..lngsung,, sy xpnh tfkir pown utk tidakkk m'hrgai dya..sy sgt hrgai dyaa..cmpai, dya 'lontar sy guna batuu, sy ttp lontar dya guna bungaa'...kngan tuu pahit bg sya,, tp suma tu bg sya tlalu indah utk d lupakan.. xda stu pown yg fhm..xpnh tlintas d fkiran sya mw kc main2 psaan dya..! 1st tyme sy love org, 1st tyme sy say 'i love u' dgn llaki..1st dlm sgala2nya..wahh! post bnda bgni bwt sy sebaakkk ouh..damn it ! demi Allah..sy syg dya..with all my heart.. if kmu d tmpt sy..bru kmu fhm, bru kmu tw, bru kmu rsa cm, patut kaa aku kna ckp bgtuu? suma 2 tpulang kmu la.. akuu yg merasa...akuu yg kna..bkn kamu..kmu bole ckp apaa yg kmu mw..without knowing the truth..im sure someday, HE will show u everything dat u dont know.. sy tida mw aib2kn..sya juz mw ckp sya syg dya, n sya hppy, sdih, kcewa cuz sya kna slhkn..then post2 about something yg akan buat sya ngiss tyme 2 jga.. sya mnusia biasa ja..sya ada psaan jga..xpyh la mw bwt bgtu..haruss ka sya bg snarai bnda2 yg wt sya jd bgtu,,klw sya bg snarai,, will u akn ckp sya m'aibkn org..? kdg sy tida tw mw wt apa..ddk2 jax kjap..ada airmata yg kuar tuu...kmu xtw..hurt sgt bnda tu..sy try mw jd kuat..aty aku beku sknk ne..aku cmpai xbole mw trima org lain..:(..